Our Little Secret

She is beautiful and beyond it

her slant eyes,a temptress,but I choose to forfeit

She is so deep,everything about her sometimes I even felt her in my sleep

"What if my soulmate was another woman" I quote you

....those words so true

The love we have like nothing I can explain

such a shame that it cannot remain

but indulging any further my love would take my soul three steps further from redemption

her slant eyes,a temptress but I choose to resist the temptation

Friends we claimed,being only friends we tried

but any platonic friendship between us died

a long time ago and so to leave is my only resolve

the only way I can stop from getting involved

my love...be strong

maybe in another life our love would be no wrong

but for now the thought alone is SINFUL

A Sin FULL of consequence

and yeah I know it doesn't make sense

for they say "love" should be between Man and Wife

but its so ironic isn't it? this life

because the men we're supposed to reserve it all for

don't even know what to do with us anymore

You watched them hurt me as I watched them hurt you

And no one believed when we said we were through

I laugh because because if only they knew

...funny how we both would have to marry one,one day

they'd try to look in our eyes and we'd look away

when he'd try to hold me close or pluck me a rose

I'd wonder if he knows how much I really hate those

the wholetime I'd be thinking who was doing the same for you

whose IDIOTIC last name you would have to answer to

when we sleep beside them at night and watch them drool

cursing Hell's name for having to marry these fools

after the traditional lovemaking I'd stare at the celing

visualizing what we could have been

if this thing wasn't such a sin

but even with all these I still choose to forfeit

and though your BEAUTIFULL and the only one I ever loved

I gotta look beyond it